My Friends are Assholes

You know what I give up. Im sick of trying to be a nice person. All people do is treat you like shit no matter what. I was at my friends house all day getting a hair cut and I stayed there most of the day. Later he said my other friend would come over becuase they were thinking about seeing a movie. So I stuck around them for a couple of hours and then instead of seeing a movie they just drove me home. What f***ing Bull s***. I can't belive it. I was hanging around being fine and instead of having my come along they just do that. This isn't the first time something like this has happened to me buy these people and other "people" most of these so called """"""friends"""""" really arn't. See I really don't get out much anymore cause I am working and all. And then after weeks of not doing anything with friends I wonder why I am doing nothing. Then afterwards I remember how they treat me. This really is crazy. The thoughts in my head about what I wanted to do to myself were absolutly horrible. I get that feeling where you have to swallow but you cant. You tighten up and feel like yopu can't breath. That is how much emotion hurts.

"SNOW DAY!"

LOL. Well not really today was funny. So no school yess! but instead I had to go to the oral surgeon for a check up on my sockets and they were not infected. Then we went into the cingular store downtown and let me tell you hahahahhahaha. Wow my mom is one of those people who goes "wheres the any key?" if you know what I mean. She had know idea what text messaging was and how it could be useful and absolutly refused to learn anything. She didn't want any new features on the phone that came for free anyways so that was just yeah... It was so funny cause my mom knew nothing and my dad left his drivers licence in the car. (as usual) so I was like acting like so sorry to the guy behind the counter because it was such a simple thing gone wrong cause my parents are like that. So all of today and this week I have been playing America's Army all the time. I am getting a lot better but as always I die 50% more than I get kills much like I am in command and conquer generals. Well I want to go bowling this week so let me know if any of you feel up to doing something this week I know mark does. IF anyone read this PLEASE COMMENT!!!!!!!!!! cause I get none unless I beg for em.

Wisdom Teeth, Halo2 Party,

I got my wisdom teeth out Thursday and it was fun!......well not really. It was weird waking up and being really tired but then laughing at everything cause of the drugs. hehe. I had massively large cheeks due to swelling and now they are down but all bruised up and all. Its not really a good experience in all but I didn't have to work for a bits so that's all good. They Halo 2 thing at Johnny's house was fun. We went outside after getting bored and played 500 in the dark, that was awesome because I ran around up the hill with a baseball bat and freaked Mark and Frank out. That was really funny. People went through walls and went crazy with the circle game making noises and faces so it was pretty fun. Damn as soon as I can eat I am going to down a whole lot of pizza. Back to school and that sucks. I really don't like to do homework anymore and there are a lot of tests coming up, I hope I can wake up in school. Guitar lessons are almost over for good so that's new. Uhh if you want to go bowling sometime or anyone skiing or snowboarding that would be great cause I need to before the Vermont trip.