My Friends are Assholes

You know what I give up. Im sick of trying to be a nice person. All people do is treat you like shit no matter what. I was at my friends house all day getting a hair cut and I stayed there most of the day. Later he said my other friend would come over becuase they were thinking about seeing a movie. So I stuck around them for a couple of hours and then instead of seeing a movie they just drove me home. What f***ing Bull s***. I can't belive it. I was hanging around being fine and instead of having my come along they just do that. This isn't the first time something like this has happened to me buy these people and other "people" most of these so called """"""friends"""""" really arn't. See I really don't get out much anymore cause I am working and all. And then after weeks of not doing anything with friends I wonder why I am doing nothing. Then afterwards I remember how they treat me. This really is crazy. The thoughts in my head about what I wanted to do to myself were absolutly horrible. I get that feeling where you have to swallow but you cant. You tighten up and feel like yopu can't breath. That is how much emotion hurts.